Sunday, January 23, 2005
from introvert to schizophrenic and back again
grrr!! i spent the last hour typing my entry only to find out it didn't get published!!!! grrrr!!!!
things can change with just a blink of an eye. well, that's just how i see things now since most everything around me is undergoing change - either physical or something unseen. i can't believe how things can easily change. it's like change is so normal that we don't really notice it until it's really obvious like a very physical change. things can easily go from predictable to full of surprises and people can go from cynical to hopeless romantic.
anyway, yesterday was quite memorable and i'm sure i'll never forget it. my day started quite early even though we were enjoying our class spirit holiday. i joined the MTAP and thus, i had to go to ICNHS (iligan city high national high school). it went pretty well and i was surprised since i just breezed through some of the questions. i heard we got on to the next level but i won't get my hopes up because i'll surely be diappointed if we don't. btw, MTAP is a contest in math sponsored by Metrobank and DepEd.
my afternoon was spent in school. specifically, the library where everyone met up for our movie in filipino. we weren't able to do anything much but change the storyline and the script for the nth time. in desperation, we even got to the point of deciding not to go to the musikahan. most of the members quickly dismissed the idea and so we decided to just do the night shots so we would stil be able to watch the contest and still have a vaild reason to stay up late. we didn't wait for the results but we heard that our team, maagap-matulungin won first place. yippee! good going guys! :)
our side of the city had a major blackout but we decided that it would totally create the atmosphere we were looking for and with that we continued with our plans. when we got to our house, we realized that the cam was dead and that peter (our lead actor) couldn't really make it and had a 50-50 chance of coming since his parents don't usually allow him to go out for fear of something bad that will happen. anyway, we finally convinced his parents and assured them that he'd get home safely and we finally found someone who lived nearby who had a generator - margie's sister-in-law. since things were finally settled, we started preparing for our actual shoot. we lit up the whole terrace with candles which totally gave the whole thing a romantic feel. everything went pretty well since we were struck with the craziest ideas when we started shooting. wed, rachel, peter and jm stayed up until around 12 am while the rest already went home at qround 10:30 pm. shooting the last few scenes were kinda hard since we couldn't think of the right words for them to say. eventually, we finished and everyone went home. still, i slept at 1 am.
today was pretty fun too. we had so much fun at the shoot with michael (victor's adorable younger brother) and trinket (rachel's pretty younger sis). together, they make one really nice couple. haha. they totally have chemistry. too bad though, they were a bit shy and couldn't really function very well since they just go introduced. but still, they were good. today was just plainly, LAUGH TRIP. haha. :)
after every laughter is tears. this statement is really true. it's just how i feel right now. i feel like i'm so lonely now that i realize that even if i have a lot of friends, i really don't consider any of them my best friend. hmm. college is nearing and i still haven't decided which course to take. junior year will be ending and i still need to prove to my teachers that i'm worth every little adjustment they made to help me. senior year is fast approaching and i need to make sure that i'm ready to take the final step of my high school years. *sigh* i just can't believe how time went by so quickly.
ridin.the.wavezz @ 12:49 AM
